domingo, 10 de julho de 2011



People say when you finish a love relationship you get stronger and with a new lesson. It could be. But I still have some doubts about it.
Breaking up makes you stronger because  you´re fighting against yourself. What your heart and soul wants in despair and what your mind says is right to be done to preserve your life and your self steem. You must proof to yourself how strong you can be, as you´re trying to survive and all you see around are your own pieces. You find yourself in depression, with darkness and pain and even so, you have to go on. That´s really hard and an eternal conflict.
The feelings are out of control, your life is upside down, you don´t wanna talk, listen or move…but you have to. Not fair, life demands all this when you´re not complete.
But nothing is so calm in our lives, our essence is heart, soul and mind. When they don´t follow at the same pace, all is a huge mess. The same power taking your pieces to different ways.
For some moments you forget the reason of all this. You´re too busy trying to survive and making your life goes on.
You are in a war and you start it in a big disadvantage: you´re broke…nothing is as before, you just can´t  see things clear. You´re also not the same one.
When you fight to save your love and your relationship, you fight against other people, other situation, other truth and other scenary. You have all your features with you struggling for just one goal: be with your love the way you think is fair. Right or wrong, I still believe we must try. We have ups and downs, we have hits and errors.
Suddenly, you notice you pulled the rope too much and it explodes on your face. You fell totally knocked out. It takes time to get up again. You´re there, watching your life, your hope and your love breaking in a million small pieces. You know you can´t fix it anymore and worst, you know you must just accept.
All you listen is “forget and move on”. Ah, if this is so simple, I swear I had pushed the “I don´t care” button immediatly. I´m still looking for this button.
Better think on power of time: nothing lasts forever, everything has a time to be born, to live and to die. Perhaps this is the lesson.
I prefer not to believe in this lesson, otherwise I must live knowing that I´ll loose everything and in this case, why try? But somewhere inside me, I know it´s true.
I know the wound will be just a scar after sometime. I know this terrible pain will decrease. I know the memories can vanish. I know I´ll forget his face and his touch.  I know life will go on, now as an empty book prepared to be written. I know all this, I just don´t know how to kill hope.

terça-feira, 29 de março de 2011

And the end came.


The way I always imagine...a fool excuse and public ruin.

People think they can play with your feelings with no consequences.

I blame myself too. All the signs were there!

I preferred to pretend I didn´t see them. My love blinded me, now I have to pay for it too.

Oh my Gosh…why?

What´s so funny in playing with someone´s feelings? What kind of mean person enjoys it?

In all fairy tales, witches lost. They portraited them as devil criatures, just because they have their own opinion…

Somewhere inside my heart and my mind, I knew it´s all another joke, another teenager game. But I love – love hard!

Every day I saw his profile, there was another flirt for another girl. He loves it; he needs it; he enjoys it – even causing a strong pain on me.

And now, some days before my birthday, he left me in a very cold way. Wonderful gift, isn´t it?

I cried before, I cry now and probably I´ll cry tomorrow too.

I´ll try to get the best from this horrible experience. At least, I will visit his country!

Let´s wait for tomorrow, let´s wait the pain goes away, let´s way my anger ends too.

Tomorrow I will start a different life, without him but based on truth.

terça-feira, 8 de março de 2011

A Gym Academy called Runner, put an ad in São Paulo:


In this summer, what do you want to be?
MERMAID OR WHALE?
A WOMAN has sent its response to them:


WHALES are always surrounded by friends.
WHALE has an active sex life, get pregnant and have cute puppies.
WHALES are out there, cutting the seas and knowing wonderful places
WHALES eat shrimp like crazy.
WHALES play a lot.
WHALES sing very well, and even has recorded CDs.
WHALES are huge and has almost no natural predators.
WHALES are well resolved.




MERMAIDS do not exist ...

They don´t know if they´re FISH or HUMAN BEING
No kids, because they kill every men who enjoy its beauty.
They are beautiful, but sad and very lonely ...

So,
I PREFER TO BE A WHALE.
























domingo, 16 de janeiro de 2011

Break it Down Again

Here We Go




Break it down again



So those are my dreams

And these are my eyes

Stand tall like a man

Head strong like a horse



When it's all mixed up

Better break it down

In the world of secrets

In the world of sound



It's in the way you're always hiding from the light

See for yourself you have been sitting on a time bomb

No revolution maybe someone somewhere else

Could show you something new about you and your inner song

And all the love and all the love in the world

Won't stop the rain from falling

Waste seeping underground

I want to break it down



Break it down again



So those are my schemes

And these are my plans

Hot tips for the boys

Fresh news from the force



When it's all mixed up

Better break it down

In the world of silence

In the world of sound



" No sleep for dreaming" say the architects of life

Big bouncing babies, bread and butter can I have a slice

They make no mention of the beauty of decay

Blue, yellow, pink umbrella save it for a rainy day

And all the love and all the love in the world

Won't stop the rain from falling

Waste seeping underground

I want to break it down



Horsin' around

Pray to power

Play to the crowd with your big hit sound

And they won't simmer won't simmer, won't simmer down

Play to the crowd

Pay to the crowd

Play yeah yeah



It's in the way you're always hiding from the light

Fast off to heaven just like Moses on a motorbike

No revolution maybe someone somewhere else

Could show you something new to help

With the ups and downs

I want to break it down

Break it down again



Break it down again

No more sleepy dreaming

No more building up

It is time to dissolve

Break it down it again

No more sleepy dreaming

segunda-feira, 20 de dezembro de 2010

Então é Natal




Percebe-se no ar

Uma magia diferente

No modo de olhar

Daqui pra frente



Iluminam-se os corações

Repletos de diversas emoções

Então é Natal

E nada parece igual



É o momento de celebrar

A chegada de uma nova vida

Que faz despertar

A criança adormecida



Que possamos celebrar o amor

em um abraço protetor

Que possamos distribuir um riso aberto

garantia de amor certo



Então é Natal

E nada parece igual

Desejo a todos paz

Na esperança que se refaz

sábado, 30 de outubro de 2010

Wishing you a Happy and Blessed Samhain

from StarWitch & Everything Under the Moon!





To be a witch is to love & be loved.


To be a witch is to know everything & nothing at all.


To be a witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth.


To be a witch is to change the world around you & yourself.


To be a witch is to share & give while receiving all the while.


To be a witch is to dance & sing & hold hands with the universe.


To be a witch is to honor the gods & yourself.


To be a witch is to Be Magick not just perform it.


To be a witch is to be honorable or nothing at all.


To be a witch is to accept others who are not.


To be a witch is to know what you feel is right & good.


To be a witch is to harm none.


To be a witch is to know the ways of old.


To be a witch is to see beyond the barriers.


To be a witch is to follow the moon.


To be a witch is to be one with the gods.


To be a witch is to study & to learn.


To be a witch is to be the teacher & the student.


To be a witch is to acknowledge the truth.


To be a witch is to live with the earth & not just on it.

To be a witch is to love intensly and let it go when necessary


To be a witch is to be truly free!